Sad And Sober

Yeah ok
(Sunder making beats)

She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner
She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner
She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner

Did you mean it when you told me that you hated me
I didn't see it back then and now I know that you was breaking me
Piece by piece and I swear that you forsaken me
I'm coughing up blood 'cuz your grip just strangled me

I'm screaming in my own head
And I'm breathing I can't get a breath
And I'm pleading I wish I was dead
And I'm leaning hanging off the edge

She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner

She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner
They don't get it
I don't know why I'm sad
I'm sorry if I'm angry
I just hate talking to my head
I can't believe that
It would make me wish that I was dead
Telling anybody
Is the one thing that I most dread
It's the shame of asking for help
And it's the shame of leaving 'cuz you can't stand up for yourself
And it's the shame of speaking 'bout your own mental health
And it's the shame of never actually being yourself you feel me

She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner
She left me sad and sober
Falling fast down a roller coaster
Me well I'm bipolar
So many friends but I'm still a loner