Yeah ok (Sunder making beats) She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner Did you mean it when you told me that you hated me I didn't see it back then and now I know that you was breaking me Piece by piece and I swear that you forsaken me I'm coughing up blood 'cuz your grip just strangled me I'm screaming in my own head And I'm breathing I can't get a breath And I'm pleading I wish I was dead And I'm leaning hanging off the edge She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner They don't get it I don't know why I'm sad I'm sorry if I'm angry I just hate talking to my head I can't believe that It would make me wish that I was dead Telling anybody Is the one thing that I most dread It's the shame of asking for help And it's the shame of leaving 'cuz you can't stand up for yourself And it's the shame of speaking 'bout your own mental health And it's the shame of never actually being yourself you feel me She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner She left me sad and sober Falling fast down a roller coaster Me well I'm bipolar So many friends but I'm still a loner