What Will I Remember

What will I remember?
What will I forget?
When this life is ended, and gone,
What will I regret?

If tomorrow I don't wake up
What happens?
My sunrise or sunset?

If I never were born, if I never died, would it even matter at all?
What should I decide?
I always imagined i'd mean something to someone.
If I won't, least I tried.

When my body suffers
When to breathe is pain
Is it really madness to sing?
Think of breaking this chain
Is the future my- god knows I have a past
Wheres my second chapter?
Or will the first, also be my last?

Is my story over?
If i fall asleep?
Will anybody find me and will anybody weep?
I can't even pretend I care.
But songs I never sing,
That means something
Yes.
That means something.