MAD

I lie awake at night sometimes
Wondering if I ever cross your mind
Wondering if the I love yous you said
Keep repeating over in your head

Am I in love or am I mad?
Am I the best you've ever had?
Are you the battle I can't win?
Or are you just under my skin?

Cause boy I waited up for you ten thousand days
But you never came
And boy I gave it up to ten thousand ways
But you didn't stay
So am I in love
Or am I just mad?
So am I in love
Or am I just mad?

I can see that you will never change
So either I am lonely or insane
And maybe that's the thing that I can't face
Having to refill that empty space
Maybe there's a seed inside my pocket
Maybe a garden I should grow?
I shouldn't hold on
I should just stop it
I should just let it go, I know

Cause boy I waited up for you ten thousand days
But you never came
And boy I gave it up to ten thousand ways
But you didn't stay
So am I in love
Or am I just mad?
So am I in love
Or am I just mad?

Oh-oh-oh
I know I gotta face the mirror sometime
Oh-oh-oh
And I gotta look me in the eye, saying

Girl you waited up for him ten thousand days
And he never came
And girl you gave it up to him ten thousand ways
But he didn't stay
So no more love
Driving you mad
So no more love
Driving you mad
That's not love
You're better then that

You're better then that (ooh)
I'm better then that (ooh)
I'm better then that (ooh)
I'm better then (ooh)