Animus

Loving myself is like
Running in a maze
But I don’t know
Any other way

I take on whirling winds
But it doesn’t seem to matter
I can’t bear that I’ve been
Prey to you
Didn’t you get enough to eat?

Animus, get messy with me
The way you mess with my head

I want to follow through with you
But maybe I'm not meant to
I'm injured, I can’t speak
My body’s been left to the fleas

I want to follow through with you
And follow when you go
Follow through with you
And follow when you go

Carve a door into the wall
Walk around, live backwards
To tell you the truth
I'm scared to be a mess around you
Hold on to your treasures
Or they’ll run away from you

Loving myself is like runnin’
But I don’t know
Any other way