No Contact High

I've been getting high every first of the month
And I've been getting by on the thread of what was
And I can't stand goodbyes or the thought that we're done
So I've been getting high on the day we fell in love
And there's no use in lies, it's no secret you won
Oh, I guess there's no prize but there's one side to a gun
And I've been bleeding dry while I poison my lungs
Oh, I've been getting high 'cause you always hated drugs

My tears are running dry and my face has gone numb
I'm looking for a sign with my vision undone
So, I blur every line, your name under my thumb
'Cause I've been getting high, but it's never enough

And the call is declined, oh, I'm wasting my time
But you're burned in my mind, so I'm burning these nights all away
Away, with a

No contact high, I should be feeling light
But there's no end in sight, and I'm anxious and tired
And I'm unwound and tight, oh, I'm missing our fights
But a, no contact high it will have to suffice

You said with a sigh that we're growing apart
But you were my sunlight and I can't grow in the dark
It kills me that in time I won't know who you are
I keep looking for a sign, but you put us in park

Could you please not decline? Know you said no more tries
I just wanna say 'hi' but I think I might die
'Cause I hate
I just hate all the

No contact high, I should be feeling light
But there's no end in sight, and I'm anxious and tired
And I'm unwound and tight, oh, I'm missing our fights
But a, no contact high it will have to suffice

Ooh, ooh
Ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

To be loved
To be one
To be strung
By the substance you've become
Now I'm numb
Never done
With this poison in my lungs
To be loved
Is to be won
By the substance you've become

Ah-ah
Ah, ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah