I've been getting high every first of the month And I've been getting by on the thread of what was And I can't stand goodbyes or the thought that we're done So I've been getting high on the day we fell in love And there's no use in lies, it's no secret you won Oh, I guess there's no prize but there's one side to a gun And I've been bleeding dry while I poison my lungs Oh, I've been getting high 'cause you always hated drugs My tears are running dry and my face has gone numb I'm looking for a sign with my vision undone So, I blur every line, your name under my thumb 'Cause I've been getting high, but it's never enough And the call is declined, oh, I'm wasting my time But you're burned in my mind, so I'm burning these nights all away Away, with a No contact high, I should be feeling light But there's no end in sight, and I'm anxious and tired And I'm unwound and tight, oh, I'm missing our fights But a, no contact high it will have to suffice You said with a sigh that we're growing apart But you were my sunlight and I can't grow in the dark It kills me that in time I won't know who you are I keep looking for a sign, but you put us in park Could you please not decline? Know you said no more tries I just wanna say 'hi' but I think I might die 'Cause I hate I just hate all the No contact high, I should be feeling light But there's no end in sight, and I'm anxious and tired And I'm unwound and tight, oh, I'm missing our fights But a, no contact high it will have to suffice Ooh, ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh To be loved To be one To be strung By the substance you've become Now I'm numb Never done With this poison in my lungs To be loved Is to be won By the substance you've become Ah-ah Ah, ah Ah-ah-ah Ah-ah Ah-ah-ah Ah