Makeup

I hate this part
The bittersweetness
When you say you miss me
And I can’t repeat it back
I had your heart
Thought I would keep it
But then I let it go
'Cause I knew I you loved me so much

I need you hurt me
'Cause I don’t feel worthy
Just give me a reason to be through

I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now
Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow
Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off
You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws

I let you in
Told all my secrets
Before I knew to swim
Already in the deep end
I tried my best
To let my fears go
But darkness stole my soul
Before I got to let you know

I really wanted to need you
But I don’t feel worthy
Please give me a reason to be through

I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now
Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow
Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off
You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws

It's not you, it's me
I’ve been tormented all of my life, so go on, be free

I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now
Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow
Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off
You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws