Exist

I'll take it for what it is
‘Cause I will live
One way or another
I am the queen of my own domain
Always looking for that scape goat
I slaughtered it long ago
Painted myself in its blood
I'm becoming the excuse

So tired of it
This is hell
I'm living in
This is hell
Inside of me

I've created my own personal jail
My festering thoughts make it hard just to simply exist
See this for what it is
This is hell
I've been nailed to the floor
My doors been marked with a cross
Beat down what is positive
This is a one sided fight
Bleeding out, bleeding dry
I hold the key to control

It's the only way
This is hell
I'm living in
This is hell
Inside of me

I've created my own personal jail
My festering thoughts make it hard to just simply exist
There’s no light on the other side
This is all there is
Will you take the beating? Will you submit?

My answer every time
No
See this for what it is
This is hell