Beneath My Skin

I try to walk away
From the face that's staring back at me
But it won't fade away
Like a shadow glued to everything I see

I'm running but I can't escape
This storm that
I created on my own
The pressure makes me break
And I can't tell what's mine from what I've outgrown

Control no explosión

I feel my heartbeat race
Something's close to tearing loose
I'm trying to find some space
But all my thoughts refuse

I don't wanna be
The creature that's been crawling out of me
It's getting hard to hide
When it's fighting for the place I used to lead

If I don't resist
It'll take what's left of all I've ever known
And I'll drown in this
Chaos screaming louder than my own tone

The steps I thought were right
Led me to a place I swore I'd never go
I'm struggling with the fight
'Cause there's a part of me that won't let go

The darkness pulls me in
Calling me to fall again tonight
But if I chase that thin
Ray of hope, I might reclaim the light

I feel my heartbeat race
Something's close to tearing loose
I'm trying to find some space
But all my thoughts refuse

I don't wanna be
The creature that's been crawling out of me
It's getting hard to hide
When it's fighting for the place I used to lead

If I don't resist
It'll take what's left of all I've ever known
And I'll drown in this
Chaos screaming louder than my own tone

If I fall again tonight
Is there still a way to start anew?
Or everything I tried to be
Got erased by the darkest part of truth?

I don't wanna be
The creature that's been crawling out of me
But I'll learn to stand
Face the shadows that keep chasing endlessly

If I hold my ground
Maybe I can find the strength to rise again
And finally drown
The beast that tries to speak instead of me