Dissed Him

I dissed him, now I miss him
But I miss him because I dissed him
But he done me wrong and I'm not that strong
To resist him, so I kissed him
Should I have kissed him when I dissed him?
Should I have dissed him when I only miss him?
I don't really know but I'm all alone
And I miss him, I really miss him

Now that he's gone out of my life
I don't know whether to laugh or to cry
It cuts like a knife, every time we say goodbye
I wanna die (No)
He's so deserving, but he's so self-serving
He made me so mad, I know it's sad
'Cause now I want him so bad
But he lied to me
And he knows that that shit ain't gonna fly with me
So, I

I dissed him, now I miss him
But I miss him because I dissed him
But he done me wrong and I'm not that strong
To resist him, so I kissed him
Should I have kissed him when I dissed him?
Should I have dissed him when I only miss him?
I don't really know but I'm all alone
And I miss him, I really miss him

Weeks gone by, he doesn't show
I can't breathe no more and my heart is aching so
Confuse emotions in every way
And if I could have him here then I'd see better days
If he could see what he's done to me
I can't sleep and I can't eat and I'm on my knees
Begging the Lord to find my love and send him back
'Cause now I realize he was the apple of my eye

I dissed him, now I miss him
But I miss him because I dissed him
But he done me wrong and I'm not that strong
To resist him, so I kissed him
Should I have kissed him when I dissed him?
Should I have dissed him when I only miss him?
I don't really know but I'm all alone
And I miss him, I really miss him

So what do I do?
I'm so in love with you but something's got to change
Can't go on this way
I've spent plenty nights trying to make it right
'Cause I love you, boy, and I want you in my life
It's like a melody in a song that's haunting me
The memories of deceit makes it hard for us to be
I need a little discipline in my life
'Cause my soul I won't sacrifice

I dissed him, now I miss him
But I miss him because I dissed him
But he done me wrong and I'm not that strong
To resist him, so I kissed him
Should I have kissed him when I dissed him?
Should I have dissed him when I only miss him?

I don't really know but I'm all alone
And I miss him, I really miss him
I dissed him, now I miss him
But I miss him because I dissed him
But he done me wrong and I'm not that strong

To resist him, so I kissed him
Should I have kissed him when I dissed him?
Should I have dissed him when I only miss him?
I don't really know but I'm all alone

And I miss him, I really miss him
I dissed him, now I miss him
But I miss him because I dissed him
But he done me wrong