Holding On

This is my curse; self-inflicted
This is my will; struck down

Once more, pride caused my fall
To pick me up, that's your call
You say I've had my chances
You say I'm never changing
Look inside
I'm bearing all I have
But only to the door you're closing
Don't walk away

No sleep tonight
I'm wide awake tracing all these shadows on the wall
Lying alone
I wonder if you're cold out there, like your heart of stone

This is my; this is my self destruction
This is my; this is my self-inflicted

How much time will it take to heal?
'Cause life's too short
Regret, everlasting
Grief, too long
Each and every memory just like another wound
It's time to heal
Time to heal!

And somehow all I hate about you is gone
And so now all that's left is me dying to see you again

This is me; this is me when hope fails
This is me; this is me oh just barely
Holding on
Oh, just barely
Holding on

Never again to see your face
Never again to feel you

This is me; this is me when hope fails
This is me; this is me oh just barely
Holding on
Oh, just barely
Holding on