It's never so bad
I believe that even now
and though I feel so weird
I keep hanging around

no matter how long
it's gonna pay off
I can't think of something else

I can't have a thought, a thought of my own
I'm back in the red, alone

I wasn't gonna pay up
I wasn't gonna charge myself
I wasn't gonna let you slide
I wasn't gonna charge myself

now that were both sides
see through the same eyes
I wasn't gonna charge myself