I'm Bipolar

So the visions of my eyes
Are different from my heart so I wonder why
To be burned, what a way to die
But imagine what it's like to have no control at all
I build a wall, I build a wall again

Then I soar, I'm seeing red again
Then I'm 'calm, rest a head that's full of medicine

So I'm undecided, do I live or die
But I still try hard, hard as hell
Breathe in water, diving deeper
Aint my life, I aint the weaker one
But I've come undone
So I rang, friends never came around

Then I soar, I'm seeing red again
Then I'm 'calm, rest a head that's full of medicine

And tonight I'm sitting on the top of the world
Just one slip I'll fall but pretend it's in the right direction
So I don't relapse and do the same thing over again
I build a wall, I'm 10 feet tall again

I soar, I'm in the clouds again
I soar, to see the rest of me