Happy Without Me

(Clears throat,light flicker)
I just wanna run away
Hoping that you come with me
I just wanna run away
Hoping that you come with me
Please stop playing dead

I don't wanna play this f*ckin game
How could you just turn and walk away
That's what you're used to living in la
Hide your problems drinking it away
I just know you more than me
And we just went our separate ways
I know you wanted change
I promisse there's another way
I see that you been hurt and
I've been hurting just like you
That was the beauty in our pain
So i want you to know

I don't care if this is selfish I can't help it
But baby I just hate the fact that you're happy without me
That you're happy without me
And I see your post on instagram
Talking about the reasons you're sad
And I know they're about me
Yeah I know they're about me

If I called your phone one night
And I wanted to end my life
Baby would you help me
Baby would you help me
And I swear I hate myself
Don't want to talk to anyone else
I'm alone and empty; I'm alone and empty
And I still think about you
Do you still think about me too
or did you forget me or did you forget me
And I knew you knew from the start
That I was gonna break your heart
So why did you let me so why did you let me
Every single night I used to pray
That you'll come back some day
But every single night is a lonely night
Without you in my life
And at night I used to check my phone
Hoping you text me to come home
But I'm disappointed every time
So I just did another line

I don't care if this is selfish I can't help it
But baby I just hate the fact that you're happy without me
That you're happy without me
And I see your post on instagram
Talking about the reasons you're sad
And I know they're about me
Yeah I know they're about me