It Was A Goddamn Suicide

For a long while she had this notion
Finally found her body in the Ocean
Now you're telling me that suicide is wrong
When everybody's singing to her suicidal songs
It'not right but it's okay
When people stop and stare and call my haircut gay
I never thought you'd laugh at me for beeing ineffectual
I never knew you cared 'til now my love. Good god!

It was a goddamn suicide
Oh I can't believe my pretty eyes
Still it took me by surprise
For such a goddamn suicide

Jesus wept and gave me a hard on
It lasted for six days and a month
And now you're telling me that I should be ashamed, well
Why don't you go and take a look in the mirror
My shoes are rubbish, my hair is a mess
My life is a failure and I'm constantly depressed.

It was a goddamn suicide
Oh I can't believe my pretty eyes
Still it took me by surprise
For such a goddamn

And I forgot to say that silence is much worse
And if your baby breaks in two
Then I'd throw it back to you
Though I thought you never knew

Shut up! You're making me sick
My daddy moans and he thinks I'm thick

"Hey dad, guess what? I got a B in math today"
"Put it on the fridge son and make it all go away"

Push! Push! Push a little harder!

It was a goddamn
Oh I can't believe my pretty eyes
Still it took me by surprise
For such a goddamn

And I forgot to say that silence is much worse
And if your baby breaks in two
Then I'd throw it back to you
Though I thought you never knew