Hourglass

I've watched a lot of things crumble in my hands
Falling through my fingers like grains of sand
When the hourglass tips over on its side
Does it create infinite moments or leave us trapped in time?

Loath, disdain, pity, regret consume me and I shut down
Dissolving internally with no silver linings to any clouds

I disassociate with everything I know
Drowning out, losing control
My detachment permeates to everything I know
Refill the sands and balance the scales, or let me go

I'm becoming everything that I defied
Withdrawn emotions, iv built a shell and I live inside
I disassociate with everything I know
Drowning out, losing control
My detachment permeates to everything I know
Drowning out, losing control (losing control)
I'm becoming everything I defied

Slowly withering, there seems to be no way out
Refill the sands, balance the scales, or let me go

Loath, disdain, pity, regret consume me and I shut down
(I'm shutting down) dissolving
Withering with no silver linings to any fucking clouds

I disassociate with everything I know
Drowning out, losing control
My detachment permeates to everything I know
And I'm drowning out, losing control
Loosing control