Trying

They say everyone’s worried about me
Just enough to check-in
And make sure that the knives are out of reach

They say that I should hold on
To what?
I don’t know but I'm trying, I don’t think it’s enough

Everybody hurts sometimes
But I feel like I'm like this all the time

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying my best
To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head
I'm trying but nothing stops this from happening
Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me
'Cause I don’t think anyone cares if breathe my very last breath

Human condition is to feel so abandoned
Hypocrisy, lament, the lack of compassion
But who am I to point fingers
I'm blind to my sin, an endless reaction

This is a letter from you to me
My pride’s death, I wrote the eulogy
My lyrics are nervous, melodies worthless
And I don’t know why I do this

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying my best
To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head
I'm trying but nothing stops this from happening
Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me
And I don’t think anyone cares if breathe my very last breath

Here I go here I go
I don’t think I can stay
Here I go here I go
Found my wings to fly away
Here I go
As I step into the air, the air

I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired of me
I'm tired of chasing these dreams I can’t see
Goodbye goodbye goodbye
I'm tired of finding my way back home
It’s me and the Moon in the darkness alone
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Everybody hurts sometimes
But I feel like I'm like this all the time
But I feel like I'm like this all the time
But I feel like I'm like this all the time