For a Selfish And Irritable Loner

It often seems to me that there is no connection
Between my tongue and my brain
Because when I say something
I give only developing pain
The only thing that I can do well
Is to ask and not give anything in return

When I scream at all of you, I feel like I'm high
There is no option to fix it, I'm just flying to the sky
Going as far as possible, I'm self-absorbed
How unpleasant of me, but I still think it was forced

Routine among us, oh especially among me
It's pathetic, but it never stops, unfortunately I agree
Hypocrisy is growing, I'm getting worse and worse
Anyone can be in my place, change me to any stupid universe

Unhappy loner, inborn consumer-selfish
A frustrating destroyer, come on look at this!
Doubt my actions, doubt me
In any case, it will not change anything