Sad(Ist)

I'm so annoying for you and me
Although I grew up, I'm just used to be
Again, again, I'm ruining everything
It seems to me that I'm a fucking dick

Always, what I wanted, to be and not exist
No I'm not a foolish, roofless anarchist
For me, I'm not disgusting compared to me before
But I'm still by far an ugly whore

My abundant contempt is the result
Of an accidental appearance in this world
I no longer regret my actions
Just think of me as endless infections