Luto

Helpful was given happiness
At the same time I possessed everything and nothing
Logbook, with you I can vent all this
I realize the emptiness coming every day
What I left behind

All I abandoned to come
There's nowhere to go on
But the rest of emptiness I see
I see it's too late
I can't know how long it will sustain
But in fact I know one thing
The much I've left

Observing some time
I hear my intuition
Always pushing me against myself
I tried to walk towards
Somehow I slaughtered everything in my path
Just left dead

All I abandoned to come
There's nowhere to go on
But the rest of emptiness I see
I see it's too late
I can't know how long it will sustain
But in fact I know one thing
The much I've left

Then, what I'm looking for now?
I can’t say, but from inside the deeps is showing out
Intended apologize for the runaround
This weird chaos I live with
Maybe it's just a fuss, but it is not, the depth said
Never thought I'd say, confined in a prison
There is no way to avoid
It's a prison, I'm trapped

All I abandoned to come
There's nowhere to go on
But the rest of emptiness I see
I see it's too late
I can't know how long it will sustain
But in fact I know one thing
The much I've left.