Ill Conceived Mind

There's many days past that I wonder why
When you knew the risks yet you gave it a try
Caught in a web of virtual lies
It's not hard to understand why you wear the disguise
Lying so much you believe it to be true
Yet you can't see the harm that you do
Trying to figure out how it began
Struggling with addiction you can't understand
Hidden behind layers of deceit
Fabricated stories immersed in truth
These chapters of your life
They fly by like a dream
Friends and relatives are never the same
You've fallen prey you can't turn back
There's nothing left inside you just external needle tracks
You can't turn away you can't turn back
It's ruined your life
Don't you fuckin' hate smack?!