Apologetics

You leave so quietly
Deep down inside of me
You rest so dormantly
Too scared to try and breathe
You hide behind the lies
You hide behind the show
Don't want to bring to light
What the world doesn't know

You just want to be heard
You don't want to be hurt, but you're
So easily deterred
By just one single word, oh
You just want to be free
Why won't the people see?
Why the person you fear most
Is turning to be me
I've hurt you bad before
You suffer ever more, but this time
This wound has left its mark and I
Pushed you into the door

Sorry, can I make amends?
I haven't been a real good friend
I'm sorry you've been cut so deep
I lost myself along the way
Living dead from day to day
I poured myself a black sheep
Now I've seen it now for what it was
I'm still not found yet because
Because
Because

This battle isn't done, done
And we still haven't won, won
Though we're in the battle of our lives, lives
We have to keep our heads up high, high

Keep our heads up high
Keep our heads up high
No, we're not gonna die
We're gonna survive