Embarrassing

Lately I have been romanticizing shit
And I guess you could say that I'm getting sick of it
And the best way that I have known to deal with regret
Is to pretend it's how I've always wanted it

Maybe you were right when you said I love to play the victim
Maybe you were right, I'm always looking for attention
And all this time I felt sorry for myself
Wishing I could be anybody else

So go ahead
Make me small again
You may be right, but I'd never tell you that
A satisfaction I refuse to let you have

Maybe you were right when you said I love to play the victim
Maybe you were right, I'm always looking for attention
Remember when I used to say I had no shame?
Well you said, "some things should be embarrassing"

Some things should be embarrassing
Some things should be embarrassing
Some things should be embarrassing
Some things should be embarrassing