it's not about u

Why am I always in a rush?
To get somewhere
To go somewhere
To feel something
I'm always staying up
Why can’t the present be enough?
When I could die
Unsatisfied
Don’t feel alive
If I'm still not in love

When you hear that you might make it right
Make it right about yourself (mmm)
But I'm here right now
Here right now
I know I need to help myself

It’s not about you
It’s me
When I focus on me I feel bad about you
You see?
When I let you go then I feel bad without
You’re no good for my health and I know
I need to be my home
It’s not about you
It’s me

What do I think I'm searching for?
I don’t recognizе
My passive life
When I can’t find
Thе reason that I'm bored
Why am I always wanting more?
Life in cursive
Seeking perfect
Isn’t worth it
Oh I’ve heard it all before

When you hear that you might make it right
Make it right about yourself (mmm)
But I'm here right now
Here right now
I know I need to help myself

It’s not about you
It’s me
When I focus on me I feel bad about you
You see?
When I let you go then I feel bad without
You’re no good for my health and I know
I need to be my home
It’s not about you
It’s me