Soft Launch

Happy
Said you've never felt this way before
All your friends when they walk through the door
Could see you glowing for miles
They say damn, it's been a while
Since they've seen you with that smile
It's all good, then you say lowkey
Shouldn't move too fast, we'll mess it up
Keep it under wraps, who gives a fuck
If anybody knows anything 'bout what we've been doing?
But after several months, I start to draw conclusions
Pull my head out of the sand
I really don't understand
What had to happen to leave us here

You never gave me a soft launch
Guess I was a little too embarrassing
Maybe this was all a mistake love
I'm the one that's drowning in the worst of it
You find any excuse to
Pull all of your punches away
But it's easy
To see right through that
You'll knock me down anyway

You said trust me
Couldn't care less about what they say
You just don't post anything these days
Why do we need to keep everyone in the loop?
It's people we barely know anymore, what's the use?
You stay hunting
Buy yourself more time with one more lie
Hoping I'll stay ignorantly kind
And I'll believe it or force myself not to reason
'Cause I don't want to face up
To the fact that you might be leaving

You never gave me a soft launch
Guess I was a little too embarrassing
Maybe this was all a mistake love
I'm the one that's drowning in the worst of it
You find any excuse to
Pull all of your punches away
But it's easy
To see right through that
You'll knock me down anyway