A Winternight Depression

Fading light - i see the shadows fall.
I hear the darkness sigh.
As it rises from a dead man`s pillow.
Taking his last breath to the winds outside.

Threads of moonlight torch the ground.
Show forms a cover of silence.
Candlelight spreads its wings over my soul.
The flame illuminates the night.

Searching for answers, my mind`s deceit.
With myself torn
to fragments, my life means defeat. Where
is my saviour?
Why did he leave me alone? In my winter
frost palace where
sorrows are sown.

I try to find a way deep into my dreams. Try
to flee from
cruel reality.
To be suspended into a sea of emptiness.
And never, never
wake up again.

Did you ever hear a dead baby crying in its
cradle? Did you
ever see a black sun rising above a silent
world? Did you ever
speak words no one would ever hear? Did
you ever scream out
what you feel when you see the pain?

I see a new day, the candlelight dies.
The darkness meets the beauty of the light.