Mirrors

Self reflected on my own selfishness
It's not the first time
All the misery within my desires
Has just consumed my own mind
And I ask
The father, the spirit, the holy son
The father, the spirit, the holy son

I chose myself instead of believing in him
I denied the breath before it was touching me
I thought the reward was bigger than me
You had me on my knees

Father father how can you even forgive me
Father father how can you even believe me

Destroy, steal, kill
For our purpose
Destroy, steal, kill just for me
I ask myself if it was right or wrong
But I don't care about the right and it wasn't a misunderstanding
I ask mylsef if it was right or wrong
But I just don't care...

So I kinda dont know what to say but...heavenly father
Please, help me with this guilt that's cosuming my soul
I love it so much but I know thats the deepest *$&@!
Just digging a hole
Show me the love that they speak of
Show me what exists, which I can't see
But I feel it, I know that I feel it
Oh father, just let me

Father, father. Can u even forgive me?
Father, father. How can u even?

Self reflected on my own selfishness
It's not the first time
All the misery within my desires
Has just consumed my own mind
And I ask
The father, the spirit, the holy son
The father, the spirit, the holy son