Idiot

From my skin I emit flashing lights
In my eyes all you find are flashing lights
From my mouth every sound a warning bell
Fill the room
Kill the mood and overwhelm
Break up the crowd
Suck the life out
Break up the crowd
Suck the life out
Paralyzed until the flesh crawls right off my bones
I can't push words past the knot in my throat
Water stands where once water could flow
This is not my familiar broken home
Hide your drugs
Fix your shirt
Turn it down
I botched the lines
Tongue is tied
Get me out
Scatterbrained
It can't be fixed
Nothing fits
Out of film
Out of room
Full eclipse
Break up the crowd
Suck the life out
Break up the crowd
Suck the life out
The edges are made out of stone
I built a maze I cannot get out of
The edges are made out of stone
This labyrinth I have trapped myself in
Throw me a rope
I'm trapped in a wreck under myself
Pinned to an old soul while everyone I love stays forever young
The roads are blocked
The petals closed
They're on to me
The song is too loud
I cannot dance
They're on to me
The air, it weighs a ton
All I want is for everyone to go to hell
It's the last place I was seen before I lost myself
All I want is for everyone to come to hell
There we can be free an learn to love ourselves