My World

Why don't you take a look at my world?
Step inside, tell me what you see
What you find, does it make sense?
Can your mind withstand what is normal to me?

One step forward means two steps back
Staring eyes, the air filled with regret
Is this madness or sanity?
In my world, it's all the same to me

Darkness roams the depths of my mind
No compassion, I only feel dead inside
Cannot fight nor escape from the dread
Pounds like a gunstock crushing through my head

Drown in fever, feel the ice cold sweat
All I have is what I can't get
Eye to eye with the face of despair
No forgiveness, just unanswered prayers

Me and my realm, no one shall defy
A lifetime in darkness, no love till it dies

Deny me forever, I'm deep within your core
Whatever your endeavor, I'm coming back for more
Feast on illusions, forever I'm your curse
This world keeps turning, it's always getting worse

No escape, but you shall see
You and I, forever we
Who am I? The king of my world
I'll rule in eternity, forever a slave to myself