Disappearance

After all that I've done
I've wrung my hands to dust
So my confession might come
Might come in the form of a flood
And with all that I've been
I've sinned myself to sleep
But after all that's happened
There's no secrets left to keep

I stole. I swore. I cheated.
I sold my soul while you were sleeping
I sank so low in slow remorse
But of course
I know it's not about me
I stole your heart and sold you out—we
We were fine you and I but
I'm stupefied, and stupid I—

I'm not sure what it's worth to say
I just know that I played you
It was never very pure in the first place
You're too whole for the likes of
Me—I see now
I've gotta live with this
But I can give you this
It's my disappearance

After all that I've said
I've kept my spirit quiet
At my discretion I fled
I fled to the comfort of a lie
And I know that it's wrong
Where I've gone—there's no return
All alone with my thoughts I got
What I deserved cause

I stole. I swore. I cheated.
I sold my soul while you were sleeping
I sank so low in slow remorse
But of course
I know it's not about me
I stole your heart and sold you out—we
We were fine you and I but
I'm stupefied, and stupid I—

I'm not sure what it's worth to say
I just know that I played you
It was never very pure in the first place
You're too whole for the likes of
Me—I see now
I've gotta live with this
But I can give you this
It's my disappearance