Excarnated

Total abhorrence, Feed the hatred inside
Cathartic release, Feelings won't hide
Desecrate my being, Grind existence to dust
Wiping face off earth, Satisfy lust

Terminate the self, excarnate the form
Suicide in brain, Want to die
Painful decision, razor-blade by side
Screaming at first cut, Need to die

Pain from self inflicted wounds
Nothing compared to soul
Tendons flayed from deeper cuts
Skinning self revealing bone

Trying to see other side
But you are still alive
Masochistic tendencies
Sadistic self termination

Pleading to the gods up high
"Please help me to die"
They intend to keep you alive
Suffering they thrive

Laughing inside your head
"Make the voices stop"
Peeling back the skin of your skull
Reveal your brain

Mutilate the flesh, Hoping to die soon
Beyond the insane, Still alive
Piles of flesh on floor, Mangled torso, skeleton
There is no more pain, Numbness inside

Blast off head with gun, Hack off legs, then arms
Twitching writhing self, Is still alive
Living while rotting, Maggots feast on flesh
Insects crawl on eyes, You will never die

Soul thrust into new dimension
Body still alive
Suicidal victims screaming

Eternally alive!!