Addiction

Looking for something
I still didn't find
And I make many/some mistakes
But that search seems confused
Is this the right way?
Is this true happiness?

For many years I stay to try
But I never realize
That it always beside me
I didn't need to find it
You needed to do the right things
and to do what is better for you

But we always chose the most difficult way

I need to fight against this addiction
And Keep my head clean

The suffering was on my side
consuming my soul
And the mistakes happen again
cause I believed in changes
Why this way again?
Why to insist in the same mistakes?

Now I know what I need
To move away all the evil things
Struggle against the force that makes
Makes me wrong again and again
But you need to do something fast
I don't see shine in your eyes

I need to fight against this addiction
And Keep my head clean
And I know that new doors will open
Showing a new world outside

Release me of this pain, release me of this suffering