Two Ways

My mind sometimes speaks high to me
Like a soul in ego's duplicity
Beyond the good and evil!

Bringing me doubts everyday
My head into vertigo fail always
Listening clearly the voice that says!

There're two ways
Then I'll disappear
The choice is yours
And I will be vanished in time
Vanished in the time

My awareness in black
Turn around in the deepest hell
Bring me a shining star
Blind me with your bright light

There're two ways
Then I'll disappear
The choice is yours
And I will be vanished in time
Vanished in the time

Is this an angel or evil?
This question I can not say
I can't decide these ways
I can't live without the choice!