Detriment

Detriment

Cold wind tears through the skin
(Through the skin)
Lost in the fog that you left me in
(Left me in)
Forsaken in the echoes of my torment
(Of my torment)
And now I find myself crawling back to them

Deserted, a fractured frame
So worthless, nothing but shame still remains
Desperate for some warmth inside this empty shell
They'll take it all because I've sacrificed myself

Hope is but a given, it's to my detriment
Love, so unforgiving, I lost everything

Martyr complex
Empty inside
It's to my detriment
And yet I still fucking try
Child of abandon
(Abandon)
I never meant to be a burden
(Burden)
My self-worth
(Self-worth)
Submerged in dirt and I believe that I deserve it

Cold wind tears through the skin
(Through the skin)
Lost in the fog that you left me in
(Left me in)
Forsaken in the echoes of my torment
(Of my torment)
And now I find myself crawling back to them

You paint a picture with blurred lines
Every gesture, a cipher, and it fucks with my mind
You want all I can give on borrowed time
Discarded when I refuse to cave to your crooked desires
I can't go back again
A servant to the ones that never gave a fuck about me
I sacrificed my worth in hopes that they wouldn't ever leave
I let it slip
(Let it slip)
And then it hit
(And then it hit)
I fueled the fire that ignited everything wrong with me

I'd give you all I could give
It's to my detriment
I gave you all I could give
I lost everything

Nothing left to give
Leave me to die

Detriment
Uh!
Ruh, ruh!
Leave me to die