Invisible Scars (Part II)

This confusion delivered the heaviest of burdens
I fell off of the ledge cause I've been running in circles
Claimed ownership and said I was your person
But you used and abused me and then you said I deserved it
You used and abused me and then you said I deserved it
Go!

Belittled my success until you wanted sex
Carved your name into my fucking chest while you laid me to rest
For every mistake that I've made, you wouldn't let me forget
You never talked me off the ledge
Watch me descend

Twist the knife and break through bone and skin
Force me down and rub my nose in shit
Split the mind and tear me limb from limb
No matter what, I'll never fucking win
Break me down until I'm caving in
Mock me as I beg for forgiveness
Locked inside your box of punishment
I knew I never should've let you in

You drown me in love and then you take it all away
Your eyes start to change and now I see your true face
You take your mask off, say it all show me all your fucking hate

Arf!

No love
Just hate
No love
And now I'm not the same

Twist the knife and break through bone and skin
Force me down and rub my nose in shit
Split the mind and tear me limb from limb
No matter what, I'll never fucking win
Break me down until I'm caving in
Mock me as I beg for forgiveness
Locked inside your box of punishment
I knew I never should've let you in

You never cease to seek out all the wrongs I've done
You forced me to believe that I'm not good enough

No remorse
Arf!
I'm torn apart again

Twist the knife and break through bone and skin
Force me down and rub my nose in shit
Split the mind and tear me limb from limb
No matter what, I'll never fucking win
Break me down until I'm caving in
Mock me as I beg for forgiveness
Locked inside your box of punishment
I knew I never should've let you in

Your words are like knives leaving scars on my conscience
I've lived through your wreckage, now my mind is haunted
No wonder I'm still having all these withdrawals when you twist all my thoughts
And you watch as I crawl back into your domain where I thought I was safe but I'm not

Wicked deception, I don't learn my lessons, an altered perception, I don't even know who you are
(So dark)
Abusive tendencies took all that's left of me, now, all I have are all of these invisible scars
(Darkest of hearts)