Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me
And I don't like what I see
I'm not who I appear to be
So I start off every day
Down on my knees I will pray
For a change in any way
But as the days go by
I live through another lie
If it's any wonder why

Am I ever gonna change?
If I say one thing
Then I do the other
It's the same old song
That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?
Will I always stay the same? (change)
If I say one thing
Then I do the other
It's the same old song
That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?
I'm the only one to blame (blame)
When I think I’m right
I wind up wrong
It's a futile fight
Gone on too long

Please tell me if it's true
Am I too old to start anew?
Cause that's what I want to do
But time and time again
When I think I can
I fall short in the end
So why do I even try
Will it matter when I die
Can anyone hear my cry?

Am I ever gonna change?
Will I always stay the same? (same)
If I say one thing
Then I do the other
It's the same old song
That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?
I'm the only one to blame (blame)
When I think I’m right
I wind up wrong
It's a futile fight
Gone on too long

Am I ever gonna change?
Will I always stay the same? (change)
If I say one thing
Then I do the other
It's the same old song
That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?
I'm the only one to blame (blame)
When I think I’m right
I wind up wrong
It's a fucking fight
Gone on too long

Am I ever gonna change?
Take it day by day (change)
My will is weak
And my flesh too strong
This peace I seek
Till thy kingdom comes