Even In Darkest Days

Even in hardest days
Even in darkest days
Where the darkness and the thick rain
They invade my days, my thoughts
A cold, almost freezing wind passes by me
Dark and gloomy gothic theme
Underworld subculture, underground, unground
Even in these dark days of bitter sadness
I can unwind and try to relax, I try to relax
Mists of time have not erased my memories
I don't have the veils of oblivion
I remember all the good times I had

Even in hardest days
Even in darkest days
Good thoughts, good words, good intentions
Ward off suicidal thoughts
I don't kill myself, I don't commit suicide
Don't commit suicide, don't kill each other
Self-boycott, self-boycott, self-depreciation, sadness, depression, loneliness

Even in hardest days
Even in darkest days
I rescue myself
I save myself, I save you, I save them
I'm woman safe, free
Living is not a book of forgetfulness
My memory is great I remember mine
Present, past, future
I remember myself, everything and everyone
Details, hugs, smiles, family, neighbors
Colleagues, friends, loves
My book of glorious memories

There are many bright pages, experiences
Emerging leading me to a happy new reality
I close the book with a golden key because the power is in me
I reopen a new book and rewrite my wonderful new reality
In all lives I am a free and happy woman
I sing, play, compose, translate, produce, sculpt, paint, draw, help, learn, teach
Live, live life, live, I'm alive
Live life
Living the life