I Need Peace

And now it doesn't matter anymore
Everything is past
Everything has passed
And it's already so old
The dry leaves fell
The wind took them away
My hair turned white
Only memories remained
Good memories
Bad memories
Stories
A woman has her past
She has her secrets
The key keeps them
Like a rare jewel
Just like your heart
Locked under seven keys
I sang in the crowd I m not invisible
But didn't attract attention
Didn't instigate applause
I was awake kept myself outside the system
I sang as always but the wind heard me
And even so I insisted
I feel at the limit
A cup almost overflowing
Overflowing with emotion
Overflowing with tiredness
Overflowing with honors
Overflowing with failures
Deep oceans
Deep unattainable mystery
Devastating loneliness
Skies of endless stars
Love is not finite its sequence is hate
And is devastating as the love
I need to get out of the cycle of anger, hate, envy, revenge
I need to get out of hell
I need to move
New countries, new people, new environments
I don't need honors
I need peace
I don't need glories
I need peace
I don't need success
I need peace
I don't need fame
I need peace
A new environment brings me
Peace, calm, tranquility to my old age
To my life
I sang in the crowd I m not invisible
But didn't attract attention
Didn't instigate applause
I was awake kept myself outside the system
I sang as always but the wind heard me
And even so I insisted