Bittersweet

What was good for you, is it the best for me?
They can call me love, because I'm a superstar
But you can't see my shine
5 years thrown high on a crazy dream
This feeling was what led me to your strength
And today I miss what I was before this nightmare

I'm not enough to make you change your mind
But I'm the important one to make your boring days at parties
How can I be enough for you?
How can I be the only one who understands?
How can I be the one to blame for this crime?
If I was the victim, for your crime, it's perfect articulated in stones
Bittersweet

A million times you said we had it all
I asked myself, oh my God, am I playing the right game at the right time?
He's shining through my mind like a ray of sunshine
If sin is so forbidden, how come you haven't touched my soul?
Now you don't want to see that I'm the only silent absence
That you'll feel

This feeling was what you took from the black and white world
Bittersweet, bouncing sympathies and summer losses

I'm not enough to make you change your mind
But I'm enough to make your boring days at parties
How can I be enough for you?
How can I be the only one who understands?
How can I be the one to blame for this crime?
If the victim was me for your crime, the perfect articulated in stones

Should you be punished for betraying such a good heart?
But the only person who wanted to be punished was me who died inside
Screaming all the fatalities and brutalities that you did to me in the past and present

Will you ever learn to play chess the right way? I'm sorry for my old self
For betting my chips on a quatipiry killer
Now I just need to run away
One day you'll miss the bittersweet I was in your life
One day you'll miss the bittersweet shit I was in your life