I'm to Blame (feat. DizzyEight)

And I know this plague
Couldn't kill us from the outside
These castle walls are thin
And I hear you calling out
Won't you call my name?
'Cause I feel I'm to blame

Lately, I been feeling flawed
Memories reminders about everything I lost
My past is an anchor that's been weighing on my heart
Heavy is my sin, it's causing damage when I fall
Now I'm seeking to be better, and I treat that like it's law

Rain fall on me, it hide in teardrops
Crawling from my lowest, I'm hoping I reach the hill top
I made change, but that doesn't hide the pain that I still got
Regret is the fact that I'm here now and you still not

Bones in my thoughts and every second it bleeds, ah

And I know this plague
Couldn't kill us from the outside
These castle walls are thin
And I hear you calling out
Won't you call my name?
'Cause I feel I'm to blame

Yeah, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't

I don't play God, I dissect fate
Scalpel in my hand, I'm cutting ties with the snakes
Heart up on my sleeve, nah, heart up in a crate
Hit 'em with the room, I've come to shift your mental state

Burn it all, let it bleed
There's no hope, there's no creed
There's one shot, so don't freeze
'Cause there's God, and there's me

And I know this plague
Couldn't kill us from the outside
These castle walls are thin
And I hear you calling out
Won't you call my name?
'Cause I feel I'm to blame

Like I'm to blame, oh
Yeah, I feel I'm to blame
I'm to blame, my pain's are not the same
So do you feel low?

Same, same, same, same, same
Yeah, I'm to blame
How do you feel low?

Do you feel the same?
Do you feel the same?
Do you feel the same?

And I know this plague
Couldn't kill us from the outside
These castle walls are thin
And I hear you calling out
Won't you call my name?
'Cause I feel I'm to blame