Ice

Wild eyes staring, angry voice
Screams out my name
One of them is crying the other is
totally insane
All my life i have been treated
like nothing
Always been a shame after all this
ain't my fault
They've got them selves to blame,
Selves to blame
I can't help that I've been born no!
Just a fucking mistake a little gift
from his balls
Hear them screaming like a million
miles away
Hidden in a dream world feeling
my life decay

Suffering! Endless suffering for me
As I try to tell them
I feel like outfrozen from their
world of love and care
Ice grows inside me as I shout their
names and they're
Ignoring my existence when I try
to say I am here here

Sad feelings made by hate
Obsessing my mind

Why destroy instead of create what
Did I expect to find
When will this end I can't take it
any more
Always hear that lie, feeling hatred
traps me no way out
They just want me to die just to die
I can't help that I've been born no
just a fucking mistake a little gift
from his balls
Like from far away I feel that they've
beat me again
Uncontrolled fire burns in me
It's gonna turn me insane
me insane

Suffering! Endless suffering for me
As I try to tell them
I feel like outfrozen from their
world of love and care
Ice grows inside me as I shout their
names and they're
Ignoring my existence when I try
to say I am here
Walking in tunnels see lights ahead
Wondering where can I be
Shadows are growing I ain't alone
but all I can feel is humanity
Hear silent whisperings feeling them near
I turn around but
there is nothing I can see
Darkness has left me I am reaching
The light now it's time
for me to R.I.P. rest in peace

Suffering! Endless suffering for me
As I try to tell them
i feel like outfrozen from their
world of love and care
Ice grows inside me as I shout their
names and they're
Ignoring my existence when I try
to say I am here