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I want to kiss you on the mouth and fall out of a plane
And i don't ever want to be satisfied again til the day i die
I can trace your face on a cloudy day in my room
While the reverie plays in my head i'll stare at the wall
It's nothing new
And i know you like the back of my heart
Deep inside my chest
It's with me wherever i go
But i never get to see it

I want to kiss you on the back and fall asleep with a hole
From my chest down thru my spine, we can fill it with wax
Put a wick in the middle, i'll be your nightlight in the dark
It's a better use for the space
And i'm thinking it'll cut down on the waste

And i'm so sick of everyone saying
That they know what i should do next
Let's all pretend this hasn't happened before
And it's ok to be upset
Just don't be so surprised when i'm desperate

I want to run thru a field full of flowers i'm allergic to
And fall to my knees gasping for air
I want to live in the cold i want to live in the heat
I want to sleep in the street i want to bury my head
In a blanket full of sin and lofty ambitions
I want to be wrong about political visions
Oh i want to be perfect and contradictory
I want the whole world to fall in love with me

And i'll be so surprised when you go