Words Cannot Express

So now I'm standing - I'm standing all alone - since you decided to leave
No more talking - no more beauty around me. Since you left me, all seems senseless and empty
Exhausted I fall asleep on my wet pillow
And my tears can't fill the hole you left behind
You took it all when you left - as you left
Life wasn't always fine - sure there were hard times. But we both could have coped with it
Now I can see the decay you left behind - at me and in me
I feel it every day, the loss and the decay
In my mind - I see you smiling, laughing, crying - living
In my mind - I see your beauty everyday
I close my eyes and I see you - when will this nightmare end?
I want to wake - the night is so cold
Words can't express the pain