Extinction / Resurrection

There was a time that I would hate myself
Searching for solace
Consumed my loneliness
There was a time my identity was lost
And my everthing was torn to pieces
(She nearly killed me)
(it's like she's breathing down my neck)
She nearly killed me
Just like a vampire on my neck
Draining my entity to emptiness
Two worlds apart I cannot live this way
Why did I promise...
Why did I promise to change?
Till the day I die
I will never change
Try to burn me alive with conformity
(You can stab me with the knife of conformity)
But it's too late, let go of me
This is who I am
I will never change!
But I'm haunted by the memory
Of a promise that I couldn't keep
And I can't escape this guilt inside me
It never sleeps