Awake

My soul is no longer white
It has been stained
Has seen so many things in this life
Has seen so much pain

Purity is gone
And it had no chance
The trust in the truth was destroyed by lies
I miss innocence

We used to contemplate roses
What a beautiful sight
But now
All we can think of
Is the horrible thorns

The more things we have in mind
Less we live
The more things we have in sight
Less we can enjoy our lives
In the end
All we have is this one life
We won't have a chance to try again

I am dead inside
Afraid of my memories
I wish I was blind
I don't want to feel anymore

I live in the kingdom of memories
Of pain, and fear, and lies
Inner-peace has been shattered in pieces
I'm afraid of life

I am dead inside
Afraid of my memories
I wish I was blind
I don't want to feel anymore

I've paid the innocence price
And now is your turn
Your soul is just dark as mine
There is no return

Purity is gone
And it had no chance
The trust in the truth was destroyed by lies
I miss innocence