Ugly

I thought that being skinny
Was the answer to all my problems
I thought if you found me pretty
Then I'll be fine
I thought if you loved me I'd be a person
It's only if you wanted me
But I have peace of mind

I though being smart
Meant impressing others
I though growing up
Meant pressing the lies
I though I had to be someone
In order for you to like me
Couldn't see I already was long
Before you crossed my mind

So if I'm ugly, well I'm
So much more than that
I'm much more than you'll ever know
Oh, if I'm ugly
I'm still so much more than that
I'm so much more than you'll ever know

I though I had to be everything
That you could ever need
I thought I had to be strong
So that you'd never hurt
I though the biggest thing in life
Was to live for someone else
But I kept on falling
And it led me in the back

So if I'm ugly, well I'm
So much more than that
I'm so much more than you'll ever know
Oh, if I'm ugly
I'm still so much more than that
I'm so much more than you'll ever know

Then I looked at my own mother
Who told me to be strong
When the worlds urged me to be better
She ensured me it will

So if I'm ugly, well I'm
So much more than that
So much more than you'll ever know

So what if I'm ugly, well I'm
Still so much more than that, I'm
So much than you'll ever know