Astray

Well we talked about it worked it out
Then we through it all away
It's been years since I've seen you or heard your voice say
That you just want to see me in the middle of the night
I'm so alone it's cold despite
I can still feel your presence when you're not around
The streets are awfully dark in this town
My mind can't decide what's keeping me away
I'm torn apart but I want to say
You know that, I know that
We've been thinking for a long time
Test our boundaries I'm a million miles away
Maybe this time we won't, go astray
Well I thought about, cried about it, smashed the bottle down
In a whirlwind girl I scream but no sound
I just want to lye with you and listen to you breathe
I'm all torn up falling apart at the seams

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And I can't help but think that. I'm running away
Yeah I'm getting older everyday
it rains, it shines, the wind blows
But I don't care anymore
I'm tired of hiding behind these closed doors
Three o'clock, calling out, senses felt tight
If I could just: here your voice, it'll be alright
If you answered, if you answered, I know just what I'd say
I'm falling apart, please listen for my sake