A Million Missed Calls

I called you up again today and you didn't pick up
It's weird, it's
I didn't expect it to happen this quickly, you know?
The thought of, uh, growing apart before we ever really knew each other

And now, you know, now I don't fucking have a life
I sit here and I worry about myself so much
That it's almost offensive when other people worry about me

But you, it was
It was different with you
It's like I wanted you to care, I wanted you to be nosy
I wanted you to be there

And I know it's stupid of me to say that you don't care
I mean, of course you do, but
I want you to care so much more
I want you to care so much that it annoys me, you know?
That it annoys everybody around us

So all you really left me with was an empty chest
And all I left you with was a million missed calls
But that's okay, because one day you'll know that I tried

And at the end of each day
I can rest my head easy
Telling myself that I tried