Still Not Ready

I didn't see it coming
My head inside a notion
Now left in isolation lately

Escape without an audience
Tainted worn down patience
Scratch beneath the surface it's fading

Slow dancing with your friends downstairs
I’m still waiting to be hurt

I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready
I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready
Slow dancing with your friends downstairs
I’m still waiting to be hurt
I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready

Mercy’s off the table
I'm late but not unstable
Your fate seems almost labeled I’m faithful

Been laying down foundations
Now seems like all is wasted
No sign of desperation, its painful

Slow dancing with your friends downstairs
I’m still waiting to be hurt

I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready
I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready

In my heart, in my heart, in my heart

I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready
I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready
Slow dancing with your friends downstairs
I’m still waiting to be hurt
I’ll surrender when my whole heart breaks, I’m still not ready

Surrender when my whole heart breaks
Surrender when my whole heart breaks